I have actually already settled my mind on not celebrating my ROM, just go down to the place, sign & get over with the whole damn thing because of time restrictions & many other factors that I have to consider. Really very angry with myself for spending so much time on work when I first found out about my pregnancy. When my bump was not that obvious & when I can still move around easily, I only concentrated on work & nothing else but now I regret because everything that I have in mind always get cocked up. Til one day I really got fed up, I just told myself, no big deal, just get the priority done. We will just do a more elaborate one when baby is out. That will be the time when I will have lots of time to really plan a perfect wedding. Just when I already convinced myself, NABEI!
ROM IS FULLY BOOKED TILL APRIL!
WTF?!
Great lor. I seriously didn't know it was so difficult to even just 'do it the simple way'. Really feel like banging my head on the wall. Now, I'm torn between 2 choices.
1, Just book 2 tables at Tung Lok & sign it there with immediate family members only which totally requires no planning.
2, Find a nice place that I can invite all my friends & Hubbee's friends plus family members.
Seriously, If given a choice, I would definitely choose the 2nd option as people who are close to me knows that I like to celebrate important events with everyone I love. I want every detail to be perfect. But when I asked hubbee last night, he told me he would actually prefer option 1. Is this the difference between Gemini & Scorpio? This whole ROM thing is seriously stressing me out. If I choose option 1, I know I will be damn unhappy. I know deep down inside my heart I will be cursing & swearing, I know I will not put in any effort in organising it at all. But if I choose option 2, I will need time to plan, I will definitely tire myself out. & in the end, I will be unhappy also. =.=
Any suggestions anyone?
I guess in the end I will just have to convince myself again that it is better choosing option 1. I know because I know what Hubbee's parents will say. Well, fine. I'm just so tired handling everything myself. No one bothered to help, not even people who are damn fucking close. & the funny thing is, other than myself, the people who actually really cared is hubbee's parents. Should I feel happy or sad that hubbee's family actually care more than my own family?
On a happier tone,
Baby is growing well. =D But still, we're unable to see the gender as the position is still not right. My god, 7th month already but I still don't know baby's gender. Till now, I still have not prepared a single thing for baby's arrival yet. Guess I have to get it done quickly! 2 more months left.. So many things to do but so little time. =( Baby have been kicking me like crazy, I wonder what baby's doing inside now..I can't wait for baby's arrival..It's the first time I felt true love, like nothing can ever replace. So heart warming~ =) Alright, I'm going to wake that lazy pig up to bring me for breakfast! No, it's lunch already!
Baby is 27 weeks & 5 days old! =D
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